stressed...unhapi...

after few nights rushing...last night finally gastric pain...very super painfulll...
sobz...

last night dear not in mood...
he felt very very stressed for his FYP...
his supervisor rili...haiz...speechless...
ask him to help her to her PHD thesis...
yet not assisting him!!!
what the!!!!

today i vry went to sch.....
i saw her...
i feel very unhappy even i saw her back view...
i dislike her...dislike!!!!
i will return the money to her straight away when I got it!!!!
i don wan to owe her a sigle cent...
i don wan to owe her "ren qing"...
don wan to depend on her no matter anythg!!
i don wan to carry this burden...
i wan to put it down...
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